回来吧

可能，我做错了些决定 放弃了鼓

可能，我做对了些选择 面对现实

宝宝不是个会读书的人 我知道我们的未来将会很辛苦 我爱他 所以我必须选择这条路

可能我一直逃避 可是我相信没人会真正面对面 问道：“为什么你不打鼓了？”

当我认真回想 为什么？ 我想起的只有宝宝 可能别人会觉得是他害了我的前途 

不打鼓的真正原因可能连我自己也不想去理解 可是我知道我现在做的就是逃避

错的事 可能有些人说要补救 可是 我真的不想去解释 所以我选择了 忘记 

鼓对我重要吗？重要！他造就我人生第一个高峰 他让我学会了很多 也让我成长了很多 

或许 我真的想忘掉一切 才假装不在乎 可是我真的很在乎 

心纠结的感觉不好受 可是要说后悔也来不及 

不想再踏入有关到鼓的地方 中学 老师 队员 

让他们留下一个美好的回忆 别把他们的回忆破灭 

现在剩下的就只能向前望 再干出人生的最高峰 或许我不因该再休息

为了宝宝 我相信我可以 有了他我会幸福 至于很多事情就不用解释那么多 也不须知道

谢谢你 虽然可能每天都见到 可是我没脸见你 所以对不起

休息期间 真的很废

我相信我在厨界 可能有一番作为

我相信我有自己的领域

或许有一天我会勇敢面对过去所做错的

至少要成功后

我的传说将再次升起 我回来了 

我是谁

谢俊源

怀疑

老婆 丽琪

老婆啊，不知何时开始我总觉得你开始对老公有点疑心
上次还记得你说我会和谁信息吗？
昨天的你再次掉下你那珍贵的眼泪
到底是因为什么让你对你的小宝贝起了那少许的疑心呢？
希望老婆有什么就告诉老公 毕竟都两夫妻没什么好隐瞒的
我爱你哦
不准在为了这不可能的事儿掉眼泪了
你和我天天见面已经成了习惯
我不能没有老婆的一天
一分钟没有你 我的心就少了一下跳动
我的心是因你而跳的
我的人是因你而活的
我，永远是你的 傻婆

你的朋友那天说我绑着你 老公有再想想的
真的是这样吗？昨天看见老婆看到部落格中朋友说去旅行 你的脸色有点不同
不要忘记
老婆的毛一动 我就知道老婆在想什么的
老婆其实很想吧？ 可是却因为当初的承诺 让你不敢去想呢？
想让你知道的是 你可以去的 可是...............

外婆的话一直在我脑海你打转 是不是不应该这样呢？
可是就因为我 不要理他对吧？
我们开心就好不是吗？
老婆此时在上课 好想你啊
你有在照顾自己吗？
有想念宝贝吗？
有上课加油吗？
我爱你 永远都是你的

说过的一切老婆还记得吗？
我们的承诺
1）吵架当天要和好
2）不能没有联系一天
3）不能欺骗对方
我是不会忘记这些全部的
对你的话还记得吗？
我是那么的自私
我是那么的脾气大 可是会为了你压制
我是那么的爱你
我是那么的想娶你
我要你当我的老婆
在22岁前
老婆我爱你

Written By:  C.J

Few days didn't write this bloggy already. Today morning, My Mackee scold me in car. I keep say miss her I think will be a disturbing for her. I feel very sorry t my Mackee about this. So, I help her to done everything in her eclass. I also want to help her to do her card for lend money. She didn't bring phone today, so I can't sms her. I miss her deeply that you all can't imagine. I miss her until my mine is blank and me also don't know I write what in this post. The only thing I know is 






I Miss YOU

Written By:  C.J

Mackee

Mackee arh. I love you. When do you want to marry with me? I will give you a better life if you marry with me. If you don't marry me, I will also LOVE you.

When do you want hold this type of flower and walk

in the church with me?

or we held our wedding party on the beach?

I love you dear. I love your lips, I love your eyes, I love your nose and I love your everything. Every time my dear walk beside me, I love your nice aroma.

A simple golden ring means our truth and simple love for each other.

A simple wedding dress for your natural beauty.

And help me born a little baby girl for me and a little baby boy for you.

I love you. When the time is come, you can't reject me.

Because you love me too.=)

Freaking Day

Din't went to school today. I'm sick, my car was sick and my wife was sick also. Three of us went to two different place to heal our self. My car went to Pandan Indah to change the black oil and starter. Me and my wife went to Cahaya 1 Malaysia clinic to see 1 dollar doctor.

Our lunch, world best Hainanese Chicken Rice. That was so nice with all those chilies and vege. This lunch was free is a main point. We met my mother in the shop and we eat together and of cause my mum pay the bill.

Sick very arhg!!!!So that I rest in house whole day. Dear, you faster be healthy okay? I love you oh. Don't make me worry you. MUACKZ.

1 Malaysia Clinic

WRITTEN BY:C.J

New Bloggy

Today, I decide with my wife and we make a choice to delete the old bloggy then recreate a new blog for our new life. We also discuss many thing today. We decide our children's name. I gave my wife a new Christian name. From the beginning I decide her to call Melinda, but she reject me. Me suggest another name call 'Chao Gao' and she laugh to me. Finally, she call ???. You can see in her facebook=)

Cry again. Sorry today. Dear, whenever I cook, my temper will raise because I keep facing the fire and heat. Please forgive me okay? I

will try to control it and be a nice chef.

Sorry that I will announce I will leave Hands Percussion Team because I try to success my dream within 10 years. I gonna make a lot of money to make my life better and marry with my wife. So that, I gonna give up my dream and HEAD CHEF is my target now! =)

I try my best to love her and take care about her but now I get sick again arhg!!!! I can't sick because I need to see her everyday. Without her MY life incomplete. Dear, I love you.MUACKZ.

So this is my new bloggy call 'Secret of C.J' and this is the first post call 'New Bloggy'

Mackee_My wife

WRITTEN BY:C.J